i just want to be normal again. that's all i want for my birthday.

i keep fucking up. falling for the wrong kind of guy. i need to make better decisions. i should start thinking with my heart and head rather than "yo vag"(in the words of anthony and alex the roomie) but still, it's hard and i dont know how to turn this around. i think maybe a guy free weekend would do me good.





i'm sitting in greer's room right now. he's asleep and being stupid. he should listen to me more, then maybe i wouldn't be in these kinds of messes.